i love dis day so so so so so so much...

mehn, how can i start describing dis day? well most definetely the 4th best day of my life. `yup i list my favorite days in chronological order. :D

anyway, dis day was filled with, drama, suspense, FUNFUNFUN and all kind of trips.

ok, so dis day was filled with a lil drama kc some sensitive issues were brought up during lunch and chocolate making time. topics like, ung pag breakup ng isang barkada, and pati na ung whole E.K. incident with frapuh. weird nga eh. dati ko pa nasabi sa sarili ko napast is past. i thought i was over the whole thing. pero kanina nung pinag usapan un, naiyak pa rin ako. lalo nung may trinay ako i explain to them bout the whole thing, super my eyes were filled with tears. :crying: pero then again, past is waaaaay past. tas c sharietams umiyak din kanina. awww. kawawa. i wont tell the reason why anymore.

then, may suspense din ung day na toh! kc may pinag usapan cla while we were out to fetch chavey. and bsta. i think i know it, pero im not sure. well, anyway, they wont tell us, kc baka daw magiba ung tingin namin sa person na un. ohwell. i really wanna know! you guys are so unfair!!

and obviously this day was so fun! as in so super duper fun. FUNFUNFUN! we played waterballoon. no wait. actually just plain water. haha. onting waterballoon lng. then we made chocolates! i have a new hobby na!! IM SUPERBOXFOLDER!! haha. i just discovered my talent for folding boxes kanina! haha. ang saya kaya mag fold ng boxes! its like. so fun.  then, nag adventure kami ni dana, chavey, and paz. nag hike kami pababa para lng magpicture!! haha! were THAT vain. tas we played in the tire swings!! lecheng tire swing un! gasgas legs ko!! uwaa!! :(( pero ok lng. it was still fun nmn eh. then most of us extended till 8 so we could join the bonfire. the bonfire was so fun, too!! we grilled WEENERS and bread which really looked like over-fluffed marshmallows. YES!! brockeback mountain!! =)) tas while we were around the bonfire nag truth and more truth kami. shet labasan na ng secrets to! bsta ah! sa mga pumunta nung ibanag year-end party,

`what happens in antipolo, STAYS in atinpolo. =))

tas pinakanakakaiyak na part ung ride going to mcdo. dun nmn cinuntinue ung truth and more truth. then, reminiscin bout our fave ibanag moments. aww, shit! im really gonna miss ibanag! tas nagkaparang open forum kami. pero instead of bad traits, ung positive traits nung person ung diniscuss namin.aww.dba mas ok!! tas nag sound trip kami dun! aww.

`basta't tayo'y magkasama...laging mayroong umagang kay ganda!

`like an eagle.....i will.......fly!!!

`what a journey it has been, and the end is not in sight, but the star are out tonight, and they're bound to guide my way

*tear*

pero song ko tlga for ibanag:

We were strangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
What we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
What you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Live is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
How our dreams would come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Live is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Live is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on....
Starting out on a journey
Life is a road and I wanna going
Love is river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you.

message to frapuh `tear

haay, the saddest thing about leaving 7-ibanag is leaving frapuhkada. frapuh has been a very big and special part of me. they have been there for me during hard times, and sometimes they were the ones who caused me the hard times. pero its ok, kc it made us stronger. all of them are a special part of me. its really hard to imagine pag isa samin hindi part ng frapuh. each of us has made an imapact to the group, no not group, to the family. yes family. and its so sad cause frapuh won tbe whole in mc, but whole in all our hearts. all of you are extra special to me.

nakaalphabetical order ah!

anna- ayayay! kabarkada ko ang future president ng pilipinas!! yeah. anna. i love you, muhmuh! haay. kung wala ka sa frapuh cguro naging gagu na kming lahat sa frapuh!! haha. you really are the mother of this group. super thankful ako kc youve always been there for me. there was never a time where i felt lyk u betrayed me or a tym that i felt you never cared. im so lucky to have a friend like you. you really are one of my most trusted friends so special ka tlga. *hug* imamissyoubananacake

ashlie- my baby!! aww. panganay ng triplets. haay. mamimiss tlga kita.mamiss ko ung mga kwentuhan natin. thanks din kc lagi kang andyan for me. sorry man kung may nagawa akong mali at kung nasaktan man kita. you taught me alot about life, friends. love. and boys. bsta remember i will always be here for you no matter what. im always here to listen and to give advices. i really cant imagine pag nag abroad ka na. im so happy to have a friend like you. ikaw kc ung tipong friend na maasahan mo tlga with secrets. bsta, remember, ill always be your shoulder to cry on. kahit sa email na tau magiyakan ill always be here to wipe your tears away. *hug* imamissyoucinammonroll

chavey- last year di tau maxadong close, pero grabe, sa loob ng 10 months naging bestfriend kita. oo, bestfriends tau!! =)) grabe, ang damidami na nating napagdaanan, mga iyakan, lampungan, katuwaan, kabaliwan, lahatlahat na! magkasama tau sa kahit anong gawain. ang swerte ko magkaroon ng kaibigan na tulad mo. ikaw kc ung kaibigan na pinakacomportable akong kasama. pag kasama kita, hindi ko kailangan taguin ung totoong ako. dahil sayo, natutu akong magpakasaya at hindi isipin kung ano ung iisipin ng iba tungkol sakin. dahil sau nalaman ko okay lng maging jologs ano ba paki ng iba, dba! bsta chavey, magkasama tau maging heart broken! "he doesnt even know i exist" i dedicate it to us! haha. bsta. super mamimiss tlga kita. mamimiss ko lahat ng kalokohan natin. lahat ng pics natin!! =)) imamissyouapplepieofmyeye

dana- hey girlfriend!! haay! may gimmick partner. im really gonna miss our gimmicks. "im from jamaica, man, my names jamaica, man" remember that?? :)) good memories. pero dami rin nating not-so-sweet memories. mga backstabban, lahat lahat na! pero like i always say, those are the things that makes us closer. mamimiss ko rin mga kwentuhan natin. with you kasi i feel like i can tell anything eh. wether its about, life, love, friends, clothes, shows, movies, boys, and lots more! para ka talagang sister ko. buti lng curious ako malaman ung time, kc kung hindi, i never wouldve met such a great friend like you. :)) you were one of the first friends i made in ibanag, and you were one of the first persons who made me feel comfy in ibanag. thanks talaga for everything!! `hug my partner in lying. hahahahaha. beauty bar the best! haha alala mo pa un?? my vanity sister rin pla! oh, mamimiss ko rin ung mga dance groups natin. dontchagirls4ever!! haha =)) imamissyouchocolatemousse

marija-puhpuh. salamat kasi dahil sau, nagka instant 1 point ako sa ap exam!! haha BA-KER! dbest mehn! "youre talentless!!" =)) haay mamimiss ko ung mga makukuliy mong kamay na laging kinukuha ung calendar ko para mag doodle ng mga kung anuano tsaka ung mga kumukuha ng potata chips ko!! =)) marija, my idol sa pagbodywave!! yah! para tlagang bulate eh!! haha. mamimiss kita kahit ako na lng ung lagi mong ginagawang taya sa i wanna be a tutubi. vain ka rin pla noh!! haha. dba ikaw ung bagong endorser ng body shop! haha. nasakin pa ung pic mong un! haay. mamimiss ko rin ung pagaagaw natin kay robert pattinson. hahaha. imamissyoupeenutbutter

nikka- mamaya na ung sau kasi paalis na ako and sau ung superdiduper haba eh :P sori bunny

nikki-

nina-

i got this from a bulletin my brother posted

Take this quiz, post the results, and see
how much
things have changed since then.

3 YEARS AGO

How old were you?: 10 yrs old

What school year were you in?: 2002-2003

Where did you go to school?: mcgs

Where did you work?: nowhere

Where did you live?: qc

Where did you hang out?: in the grade 2 assembly area place

What was your hair style?: button mushroom shaped hair with bangs!

Did you wear braces?: nope

Did you wear glasses: nope

Who was your best friend?: yani and pia

Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend?: none

Who was your celebrity crush?: teddy *wink* 

Who was your regular-person crush?: ....

How many piercings did you have?: yes

How many tattoos did you have?: none

What was your favorite band?: f4!! wahahahahaahaha!!! ona, jologs ako! paki mo?

Had you smoked a cigarette yet?: nope

You gotten drunk or high yet?: nope

Had you driven yet?: nope
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LETS SEE HOW YOU ARE NOW...
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How old are you?: 13

Where do you work?: vanity squad

Where do you live?: qc

Where do you hang out?: mmj, eastwood, starbucks katips, cielos donuts

How is your hair style?: medium length and layered.. byebye bowl bangs!

Do you wear glasses?: i wish.. 8->

Do you wear braces?: nope

Who is your best friend?: nikka :-* and more. 7-ibanag!!

Who is your celebrity crush?: robert pattinson

Who is your regular-person crush?: DUH!

How many tattoos do you have?: none

How many piercings do you have?: 2

What are your favorite bands?: eheads, greenday, f.o.b., coldplay, and lots more

Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend?: single ;;)

What is your biggest fear?: secret

Have you driven yet?: once. *wink* :))

Have you gotten drunk/high yet?: nope.

damn, the batch night, kanina was so fun!! haha!! oooh daming bands pumunta kanina. and just wonderin' why are all drummers hott?? hahaha!! anyway, tonight was so fun na it really made me miss grade 7 and of course, the one and only,

IBANAG 05-06.

june 15, 2005

my first day...

"gosh! i'm so proud of myself! haha! super aga ko kasi nagising kanina eh! hehe... labo... anyway, i woke up at 5:00 am kanina! hehe... 'tas grabe nga eh, humiga ako sa bed last nigh mga 8 p.m. pero nakatulog na ko ng 1:30 a.m.! shox! ala akong ginawa for 5 hours and 30 minutes,,, gosh... so meaning 3 hours and 30 minutes lang ako nakatulog... no wonder hilong hilo ko ngayon...haha!

anyway, as usual super traffic na naman kanina... we left the at 6 and arrived in mcgs mga 7 na... and to think na on normal days 20 minutes lang trip namin... gosh... anyway, nung dumating ako i wasnt really sure where my classroom was... so tinanong ko ung guard kung san.... then, sabi nung guard sa baba daw classroom namin (while pointing to fatima hall)... so syempre pumunta ko dun... kaso pag dating ko dun ala naman ung classroom ko dun! so tinanong ko ung isang kung teacher san talga classroom namin, and cnabi nia 3rd floor ng lmc! so umakyat ako dun and sa wakas nahanap ko na rin classroom ko! ang haba rin ng linakad ko ha... bwisit ung guard na yon! haha! anyway, ang cute ng classroom namin... ang swerte nga namin eh kasi dalawang sections lang sa grade 7 ung classroom sa lmc... so un... kaso nga lang its soooooooooooo super hot! hehe thats all!

haha! "

oh shiet :-<  i found this entry while i was reading some old entries from my other blog. anyway, going back to that very special day that i became a part of the greatest section in history, the moment i entered the classroom, i never thought i'd grow so close to them. i never thought that i'd miss them this badly. time flies so quickly when youre having fun. with ibanag, 10 months seemed to be a month. no, a week. no, day. no, that 10 months seemed to be just a second. i took one blink that took a second, after i blinked, everything ended. it ended too quickly. i dont wanna go yet! i would do anything just to get to spend another week with ibanag. id kill just to get to spend that much time with them. if i had to, id do the nastiest, most unforgivable crime, just to get to spend a week with them. id sacrifice an arm and a leg just to get to spend a week with them. 7 days, thats all im asking. 7 days, to laugh one last time. 7 days to smile one last time. 7 days to be myself for the last time. 7 days to make more memories to remember.  7 days with 7-ibanag. its fine even if its not 7 days. it would be fine with me if it was just a second or a minute. as long as its with the best class ever.

`the hardest part of holding on is letting go

it is so damn true. im so used to waking up every morning at 6:10 in the morning, then arriving in mc, then drinking in the drinking fountain in the second floor of lmc, then wiping the excess water in my lower lip while going up the stairs, then, arriving in the classroom, then spending time with ibanag, then going home at  4 and thinking bout my day with ibanag in the car while going home. im so used to my day going like that, that i cant imagine it not happening anymore. the biggest part i cant imagine is having to spend my day without ibanag. 7 ibanag is a big part of me and of who i am today. i know it sound so cliche, but it is so  true. i cherish every waking moment with ibanag.

ill add more stuffs l8er. i know thus entry is so long, but even a gazzillion words wouldnt be enough to describe my longing for this class. :|

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

/\its a line from photograph by nickelback (but you obviously knew that)

i guess it really is time to say goodbye. though i dont want to, i have to. but this isnt the end ryt? i promise, 10 years from now, when i am already married to an old rich guy, ill hold a 7 ibanag 0506 reunion in our malabou mansion. ill fly each and everyone from all over the world. ill burn my husbands cash and rent the kodak theatre where our reunion will be held .

`im a big dreamer, i know.

lyk i said, i would do anything for 7 ibanag. *tear*

anyway, more to come in the following days....

 oh shyox. may nangyari today na parang isang scene sa movie. like, OMG!! ;)) okay, so un, uhmm. i went to mcdo with my mom today. then, nung pagpasok na pagpasok i saw dis guy hu was a mirror image of vanilla, pero shorter. 8-> then, we sat ryt next to him. ahh! haha. tas he took a 2 second glance at me! agen!! ahhh!! tas after nun, pag tingin ko dun, umalis na xa. but WAIT!! pag labas na pag labas ko, i saw him! smoking. oooh. bad boy!! =)) anyway, after naman nun, pagpasok ko sa car, narinig ko ung, "how to deal". DAMN. <3 then umuwi na ko.

pero wait! before pla nun, may guy akong nakasabay sa line sa counter. ang cute nya!! code name nya si "CARAMEL" kc ung topping ni inorder nya, caramel syrup.